Nefarios

After one year....

2007-01-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

hahaha... ive never blogged in along time... we'll the thing is ive never posted them ^_^ but here i go i hope i finish my task.... =p

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2006-12-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

this christmas..

silence. Is my sound.
.darkness. Is my light.
.loneliness. Is my companion...

What more is there to ask for?

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Sadness on christmas

2006-12-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

Mahirap pla sa kalooban ung di mo na magawa ung mga gnagawa mo ng mga nakalipas na taon.. pag tumatanda ka nagbabago talaga lahat ng bagay..
dati pagpasko buo ung pamilya sa isang lgar.. In one way or ahother nabubuo.. Ngaun maski buhok hindi mo makita.. Puro pagbati nlng... Cguro nga masyado akong idealistic kakaiba ung pananaw ko..
I cant make everybody feel the way i do.. I cant make them see what i see..
Im too sentimental for my own good..
Kahit na nakalipas na ung 12:00 di ko parin nararamdaman na pasko.. Ganun ba talaga pag tumatanda ka na?
o ganun lang talaga...

Merry christmas!
Merry?!
Merry!ü

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markprof day ^_^

2006-11-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

haha very happy day..ü shempre markprof tas party, tas super bonding kme nila jonat.cris.myk.karlo.ed.matt&david

on sadder parts 3 wks nlang b4 presentation huhu...... Wala pa kme.. And one of my groupmates is out sa mp... Because of a stupid prof.
Ah basta... Kaya toh! Charge!!...
basta! Masaya!

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wow what a day.. ^_^

2006-06-08T02:21:00.000+08:00

When i woke up i went to the bathroom and while i was in there my cousin knocked.. "ate dianne may tao... delivery daw..." i thought huh?? what could that be? i got this strange feeling... hehehe... when i went out my father handed me a box.. and inside it was roses.. my moo sent it to me ^_^ he's stiLL but he made a move to make me feel his love even though were miles apart...

in the afternoon.. i slept.... coz i was so tired from work.. and i was really not in the mood to go out... but my bestfriend knocked on the door and my other cousin woke me up.. "ate dianne... si ate shean hanap ka" she said we have to go to riverbanks so she could buy a gift for his boyfriend... then chaos came.. my brother told us that he would meet us at Maxx... its the place where we eat great food at cheap prices... so.... we went there but to my dissapointment they werent there... then he said thet he would meet us back again at the mall... i was like?? ano to joke?? then we went back to the mall.. my best and i saw jo, kat, el, mond, ian, erick then ian, and eric... hala.. buong barkada.. at saan papunta?? they said they were going to jojo's and they were urging me to come with them pero.. i couldnt coz i have work at 9pm i have to go home get ready and stuff and it was already 6pm...

so we went our own way... we met my brother we fought... coz he was saying i should go whan i couldnt and he knew why but.... hay... then i decided.. ill be going home and let them go there and be happy... my best told me tara bili tau cake... hahaha.. she told me what my brother planned at na consensya ang lola mo! so i went back we ate.. i got back home then i wasnt late for work...

it didnt really turn out bad as i thought it would be... and boy was i really surprised... all my friends knew... even my best... and even my moo... hay.... my friends are really great... and my new year started out great i hope it would be the same till the next....

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welcom to ICT

2006-06-05T02:17:00.000+08:00

hay naku.. work is so routinary.. hello have i reached...... thankyou for your time and have a nice day... thats all you do.. round the clock... hehehe... buti nlng part time lang ako... kasi kung full time ako.. i dont think i can do it... imagine having to do that for 8 hrs then calls just last for 2 minutes... and you answer like more than a hundred calls per day.. hahaha.. ako nga for four hours i had 150+ calls.. i got 80 completes (un ang tawag sa mga calls na naka confirm ka ng info) and 20+ refusals then all the rest are answering machines...

hay naku.. and shempre pa.. may mga rules sa work namin.. what are the no-no's sa job?? well

· dont be late!
· dont be absent!
· dont be irate!
· dont speak in filipino!
· no cellphones!
· no food
· no pen and paper in workstations
· no bags
· dont loiter
· no flip flops

and so on and so forth.. so first week ko plng im already thinking that i cant do it.. e what if ma QA ako then bagsak pala?? hahaha! goodluck nalang sakin..

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working gurl!

2006-06-01T18:15:00.000+08:00

hay.. ive been busy for the past few days.... ^_^ i have work in ICT a call center.. so.. career na to!! hehehe.. ill be studying ang working at the same time.. the big question is.....

CAN I MAKE IT??

haha!!

my shifts are for 9am to 1am.. not bad right?? ^_^ well i hope i can make it.. coz i really want it and for sure... i need it... ^_^

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i miss him..

2006-05-29T17:50:00.000+08:00

oh my i miss him so much T_T bat ganun ang tagal tagal naman nya bumalik.. i hope he comes back home soon... kahit after my bday.. basta umuwi sha.... kahit wala na shang regalo sakin.. basta umuwi sha... sapat na un..

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summer... bummer??

2006-05-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

summer is ending and i havent been to anywhere!! ^_^ hehehehe.. sa school lang then bahay... ang napuntahan ko lng this summer was ung wedding ng tito ko sa tagaytay... hehehe.. bale batangas na pala un... pero un lng ^_^ hay... may 3 weeks pa naman but with the submission of papers coming up... sana makapag enjoy pa this last days... and i hope emil will go home na... coz i miss him so much.. nalulungkot ako pag may mga panahon na may mga masasayng araw na di namin na shashare together... but.. ganun talaga.. ung distance is one big challenge for us... but i hope to god that he'll come home already... ^_^ well enough of that... hope ull have a nice day... TC! ^_^

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oh... my life....

2006-04-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

i really dont have time for this things nowadays.. hehhee... kahit na summer na i stil have to go to schoo for summer classes... its quite alright pero... wala lang.. hopefully this will be my last summer then after this... forever summer na ko!!! hahaha!!! wish!! san grumaduate na.... hehe...
the other day i was so pissed off.... panu... i got a 2 in BA198.... damn.... i was really so sad... kasi di ako umabot sa divisions list.. T_T i should have worked more... diligently?? hay... bahala na si batman.... well till next time..

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what has happened..

2006-03-24T18:12:00.000+08:00

oh my.. its been too long since i last posted.. sobrang busy kasi.. wala na kong oras para sa ibang mga bagay kundi school lang at bahay... wala nga si emil e.. nasa bacolod... aun... dami ginagawa sa school.. natapos ko na ung marketing ko.... maganda naman ang kinalabasan.. ngaun finals week na... so aun... kailangan mag aral ng mabuti... kaya lng natatakot pa rin ako.. kasi di ata aabot ung grade ko sa requirement.. T_T huhuhu..... so sad!!! but i still got 2 sems.. i just have to make the most out of it para makaabot ung grade ko sa pangarap ko... hahahaha!!! i wish!! nwei d2 nalang po muna ^_^ bb!

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oh my.. that long??

2006-03-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

have i really not posted for that long??? hay... im so busy with my life i dont know what to do.. somehow im quite bored with my life... hay... saka na nga to... till nxt time.... ill be back!! hahahahah!

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waaaaaaaaaaaaa

2006-01-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

di ako makakapayag sa ganito.. babawi ako pangako!!!

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how busy can you get?

2006-01-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

hay nako.. i havent posted in like forever.. and this one is just a quick post coz im in the PC shop and im making my paper to be submitted later.. kaya busy dahil midterms,,, so exams and papers ang kaharap ko ngaun.. bumabawi din ako sa load ng work ko sa school office may deficit na kc ko for my scholarship hours.. hay.. cge na po.. i gtg and finish my paper so bb!! ^_^

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Full moon

2006-01-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

Kapanahuhan nanaman ng paglalambingan.... Yan ang definition ng Apo sa kabilugan ng bwan.... Sa amin. Full mooN = wAR! hahaha.. goodluck sa mga lunatic sa mundo...

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happy new year..

2006-01-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

aside from the recent lalalala~ events in my life... may it be bad or good.. .i wanna wish you all (kung sino man kau na nagbabasa nito)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ^_^

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where is the light now?

2006-01-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

hay ang life parang life talaga..
sure there was light in my feet a couple of days ago.. but they took everything we had.. all my things in RO all the important ones...
hay.. aun... so eto we can cope but.. it still hurts noh!! mahirap! pero kakayanin...

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let there be light!

2005-12-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

i finnaly got my RO wish come true... lvl 99.. .ahhh.. sarap... hehehe ^_^
lalasapin ko muna ang pag ilaw bago ko pa rebirth hehehe.. ^_^
sa susunod post ko ang pictures ko ^_^ para makita nyo hehehe.. basta.... kumpleto na ang pasko.. wala man ilaw sa bahay... sa paa ko meron ^_^ hehehehe...

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happy holidays ^_^

2005-12-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

merry christmas sa lahat ^_^ MWAH!! ^_^

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malapit na!!!

2005-12-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. malapit na kong umilae... yep... after a year... actually more than e... hahaha! aun.. so.. iilaw na rin sa wakas... ^_^ hehehe... chrisrmas break ngaun e... di ko pa lam king san magpapasko... aun... cge po d2 na muna at maglalaeo na ko ^_^ hehehe..

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once again

2005-12-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

hay after a long time.. here i am again.. seige hahaha.. aun... so after a long time im playing again... can i balance things?? i hope.. ^_^

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andover st.

2005-11-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

hay..
bday ni jojo aun surprise dapat kaya lng nakasalbong namin sha... nasa car kme ni ian at biglang... hahahaha.. c jojo naglalakd.. aun.. hehehehe....

medyo sod ako ngaun kc di pa rin nya ko tinatawagan... monthsary namin kaya lng...... T_T

dami tao d2 ngaun... hehehe roll call... ian b. &pima, ian P. aira ed carlo omar eric jay elai kat gerbie peter at jenz.. hehehe si mumz pa pala.. cge na i have to make a call pa.. bye!! ^_^

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completed!

2005-11-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

kanina i was working sa office for my scholarship tapos dumating ung prof ke na nag INC sakin... di ko kasalanan ha.. ung pinagiwanan ng paper ko.. so aun na nga... i was working at pag pasok nya sabi nya... ok na ung INC sakin.. may grade na... hahahha! di nya alam nandun ako sa likod nya.. aun... so may grade na ko just in time before awarding hahahhaha!!! 1.5 ^_^ hehehe im sssssooooooooooooooooooooo happy!

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long time

2005-11-23T18:32:00.000+08:00

eto nanaman ako.. hay.. ang dusy talaga ng buahy.. pagkatapos ng enrollment aun.. ariba na ang classes.. hehehe.. first wek pa lang ay assignments na.. at eto pa ang malupit.. exams na kaagad ang pinaguusapan.. hehehe.. aun.. eto naghahanap na ko ng mga para sa aking mga subjects,, hehehe.. i need my own PC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hay.. my mom won't buy me... huhuhu.. nwei on the lighter side i have good news!

SCHOLAR AKO!!! yeh!!! i got the scholarship... hehehe.. kahit hna i have to work its ok... at least i put my time in good use ^_^ nwei i gotta go... hehehe.. dinner time na... bye!

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enrollment

2005-11-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

hay.. enrolllment nannaman at awa ng diyos ay naka pag enroll naman ako.. ^_^
aun.. nanggaling kme sa La union para magbakasyon.. aus nga e.. nung summer wala akong mapuntahan pro ngaung sem break nakapag baguio at la union ako hehehe..

Nag volunteer ako RA reistration assistant sa enrollment at nakakatawa ha! pano mga tao college na hindi pa rin marunong mag enroll.. maliit na lang school namin ha.. pano kaya kung super laki pa?? at hindi sila nagbabasa ng bulletin board.. tatlong kopya pa ang enrolment proceedures pero ala pa rin hehehe..

Nag apply din pala ako ng scholarship.. hay sana makuha ako^_^ mag tratrabaho nga lng ako sa school pero ok na un ^_^

cge d2 muna.. keep you posted with my scholarship ^_^

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sem break

2005-10-29T16:51:00.000+08:00

hay sembreak na pahinga na ang katawan sa pagod ng last sem.. anggaling na ko sa baguio.. kakauwi ko lng kahapon.. tagal ko na rin di nakita nag family ko dun e.. hmm.. im kinda sad coz di ko makita ang result ng grades ko.. aun.. may balance pa kasi ko sa school.. and i have to call my lola sa states pa.. to ask for tuition.. aun.. so d2 po muna.. naglalro ako ng RO e.. ^_^ bb!

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im still alive..

2005-10-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

hay.. i sure did survive the last semester.. with 26 units hay.. grabe im so happy with the results of some of my subjects.. pre final grade ko sa accounting ay uno hahaha! at sa microEconomics naman ay 1.25.. oh dba?? di nasayang ang pagsasakropisyo ko.. at kahit marami akong ginagawa e ok naman ang kinalabasan ryt? ^_^

so ayan.. 2nd sem na at ako naman ay kumakaharap nanaman ng isang problema.. di na daw nananman ako pagaaralin ng nananay ko.. hay nako.. eto nannamana po tayo.. kaya eto naghahanap ako ng trabaho.. since nakaya ko naman last sem.. e panibagong challenge nanaman sakin un pgtratrabaho.. sana e makaya ko.. kaya bukas.. i have an interview in makati.. hay.. wish me luck!!! ^_^ cge po gtg! ^_^ bb!

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crazy!

2005-10-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

ano pa ba?? bat pa ba ko mababaliw?? hay naku sa mga school work san pa?? hehehe aun.. marami na rin nbaman akong naacomplish at ang saya saya ko pagkat 94 ako sa exam sa econ 101!!!!!!!!!!! weheeeeeeeee! ^_^ hay nag ppay off naman ang mga paghihirap ko kaya ok lang.. aun sige i need to finish my rizal research ^_^ bb!

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what to do..

2005-09-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

a very tiring day.. i had my final exam in one of my majors tapos may class pa nung hapon.. idagdag pa natin na kaya ako nakaOL ngaun ay dahil kailangan kong gumawa ng paper para sa econ na due bukas ng umaga.. hay naku... ewan ko.. cge i have to do research go home then write this thing....

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quick blog..

2005-09-27T08:54:00.000+08:00

hay pasahan na ngayon di pa tapos anak ng!! hay naku cge mamaya na ung mahab haba.. ^_^

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near 1.3

2005-09-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

hay... ang dami dami dami kong ginagawa!!! pagod hehehe..

1. final paper for management - wala pa kong naiinterview!!
2. final paper for human behavior - ok lang... at least kahit onti meron
3. Paper for MacroEcon - how to stimulate phi. eco growth.. any ideas?
4. book repot for human behavior - tapos ko na ung libro output nlng ^_^
5. finals sa Micro - notes... complet notes! T_T
6. Term paper on VCO - wala pa ring direcsyon.. ang dami ko ng source pero parang kulang pa rin T_T
7. Final week in two weeks - may natutunan na ba ko?? wala ata! T_T
8. Exam sa Macro - sabado na!..

hay nako... 2 weeks crunch time pero there are still things to look forward to.. 1.3 and seventies bistro hehehe ^_^ sana ma2loy kme... cge po d2 nalang muna.. ^_^ i need to go home they'r prolly lookin for me na.. ^_^

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two weeks..

2005-09-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

haha eto nanaman ako balik nanaman sa pag kabusy mode kaya wala nanaman posts.. last ko na tong gagawin tas mag oout na ko.. gus2 ko lang mag update ng blog.. nag paalam ako kay mems sabi ko saglit lang ako at mukang natatagalan na ko heheh.. dami ko kasing type at search well newai.. got really scared kanina.. sakit ng ulo ko tapos aun nag pa clinic ako.. turns out i have low blood kala ko head ache lang sabay 80/60 BP ko... Wahahahaha kakapuyat sa phone at sa school work.. hehehe.. so aun cge na i have to go home its kinda late.. ^_^ bb! ^_^

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work

2005-08-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

eto nanamna.. haha.. tagal ko nanamna di nakapag post.. pano ala time at money... im beggining to be gastadora ha.. hehehe.. cant stop eating!!!! hay... medyo roller coaster week talaga at with the sem ending mas grabe na at mas mahirap ang mga susunod na araw for sure!

aun so i still havent finished researching for my term papaer.. i guess gagawin ko muna.. till nxt time ^_^

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PCA

2005-08-24T16:29:00.000+08:00

dami ko ginawa 2day hehehe.. nag punta ko sa PCA for my research and luckily nandun ung dad ng frend ko so i didint have to pay for the photocopy.. hehhe.. tas i checked my RO Omay thara frog card ako!!! ^_^ aun tas email pa nd shempre update ng blog.. hehe.. hay.. cge i need to go home! i need to call memems pa ^_^ bb!

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pissed..

2005-08-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

hay... ewan ko.. on strike ata c cupid.. there's no love in the air kc... so sad... di ko alam.. parang lahat na lng ng kamalasan ay hay... sa bahay at sa love.. hehehe.. bahala na si batman.. kaya ko to! ^_^ but i wish he'd talk to me..... love ko un sobra!!!!!!

..V. peace na tau memems .V..

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English 5

2005-08-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. with six majors im taking up eng 5 and rizal.. i need to finish a lot of stuff for my english paper.. huhuhu T_T

i need to find 12 sources for tommorows biblio assign... hay.. and i have an exam on dev. econ b4 my eng class.. now i can really feel the weight of my 26 units... hay....

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nasa netopia..

2005-08-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. ^_^ lalang nag chcecheck si lolokang joan ng friendster kaya naki singit na din ako ^_^ un lang po hehehe.. ^_^ bb!

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three hundred fifty!

2005-08-14T18:11:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. i just loaded 350 to my RO account.. pang magic hehehehe.. ^_^ para naman magkabuhay uli ^_^ hehehe.. un lang po ^_^ masaya ko!!!! ^_^

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Exams

2005-08-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

i just finished my exams and i have 2 more to go...
econ 198 and rizal... hahahaha... hay naku.. wala kme ibang ginawa this week but to have exams.. then next week.. thesis namna.. hehe... buti nlng my topic got approved and im sure that im gonna have a lot of help kasi a friend of mine.. grace.. sa philcoa nagtratrabaho mom and dad nya so anu.. ^_^ dami ko pa nga kailanagn basahin sobrang kakapagod.. T_T aun... so till here muna i still have to search for sumthing.. ^_^

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Padaan..

2005-08-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

quick stop on the way home.. im just printing my assignment.. aun... midterms ko na so medyo busy.. hehehe... i have 4 exams pa and im going to apply for a job.. sana makaya ko.. ^_^ so anyways till here muna.. ^_^

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making it a point..

2005-08-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

heya.. im making it a point that im gonna post always.. haha.. since joan, my friend is checking friendster every other day.. sasabayan ko sha ng pag post d2 sa blog ko.. so ill keep u guys updated.. hahaha.. (as if may nagbabasa ng blog ko...)

last saturday.. sobrang kakabaliw na araw.. i went to school from a sleepover.. took my exam (hope i did well) then had accounting.. then i watched a polay at ccp.. hay kelan kaya ako makakapag perform sa ccp?? dream ko un ever since i was a child.. kc jensen (my brother performed there when we were little..) hay.. anyway..

recap.. july 16 - i bought HP 6 hahahahaha!!!! i went running to the book store first thing in the morning just to get a copy.. and i was so happy!!!

yan lng muna.. la na klo iba maalala eh..
balancing my 26 units.. boyfriend and SC (a little of it) kaya pa naman.. barkada pa pala.. hehehe.. aun so dadagdagan ko ng blog ang aking mga prioprities.. cge po ito muna.. ^_^

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WAKE UP!!!!

2005-08-06T06:56:00.000+08:00

notposting for a month in a blog is not healthy!!! hahaha.. ith thye sched that i have.. naku... goodluck!!! oh well singit lng to nand2 ko sa house ni aira... ^_^ cge po aaral pa kme for an exam bb! ^_^

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OH MY GOD!!!

2005-07-02T16:35:00.000+08:00

a month without updating,, how pathetic could ythat be.. well hindi na kasi ito ang buhay ko ngaun.. i grew up.. hehehe.. joke.. i dont spend too much time on the net anymore... di ko lang feel.. and i dont have resources is another.. hay.. i miss the old days.. a month has passed and still a lot of things are not yet resolved... i miss being free and nothing to fear about.. kasi kahit ano naman ang sabihin ko hindi ko mababago ang mga naganap.. maybe i do regret somethings but.. sa aking palagay ay mas nakabuti pa ito..

naging divisions lister ako! ^_^ diba ang saya.. di lng un sobrang busy talaga sa student council.. hehehe.. hay.. cge na gtg.. i have to make assignments and read stuff pa... till nxt time.. i dont know when that will be.. but i promise.. soon..

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happy aniversary

2005-06-26T13:26:00.000+08:00

its one year since that day that i said i love you... its been one year since i promised that i would share my life with him... i miss the times when we were always together.. but time passes and things change.. but one thing i wish will not change the love that i have for him here in my heart...

i wouldnt be happier with anyone else but my moo..

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happy birthday to me..

2005-06-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

its my birthday!!! lalang.. un lang.. ^_^

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FInals..

2005-05-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

its hard to be like this.. my final exams will be sent through email. hay.. kakapagod na no..
well anyway there is really no time for me to stay longer.. i have to go and start with my exam well.. till later..

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Life is so boring..

2005-05-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

a month sice my moo's birthday.. hmm.. its kinda cold where in sitting right now.. im in this shop waiting for somebody.. hay.. im laughing really hard right now.. im talling to someone sa YM and i look crazy because im lauging alone.. talk about nuts.. hehehe.. ^_^ hay.. anyway.. student council work is getting harder.. its easy to visualize but its hard to put into action.. hope it gets done already.. im kinda tired going to school for it.. hay.. i guess ill go now.. im really freezin here.. ^_^

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waaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2005-05-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

2 weeks.. no posts hahahaha!!
wala lang...
i wanted to post today because of the date...

05/05/05

hehehe.. astig noh?? ^_^
hay.. i miss playing pRO hehe.. kaya lng ganun talaga.. school bahay moo lng ako ^_^
hay. o sige na..
i dont have much to say.. ill just post again when i have the time..

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time goes by..

2005-04-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

really fast.. its been a few days but a lot has happened.. my brother celebrated his birthday.. and so did my mom.. last apr 21 we ate at italiani's for dinner.. i was so full the next day when i woke up i felt bad.. hay... tommorow will be another school day.. id be spending my time in class taking down notes.. and after attend the student council meeting.. now that's tiring.. hhehehe... we got lots a jobs to do.. so this is it for now.. till later.. ^
_^

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summer time is not school time

2005-04-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

but it is for me.. i have been going to school for the past week.. and after school i go home and sleep.. i get so tired... i do council work pa.. hay...but i can say that i am happing doing something this summer.. at least i am being productive.. im getting ready for managing my own life.. it would be nice if i could run my life already.. i have plans for the coming years.. and i have to start now if i want to be free.. ^_^ basta.. now even if i'm busy and have so much in my mind.. i can say that im happy coz i have my moo to encourage me and support me.. ^_^

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Summer!!

2005-04-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

summer na pero ako.. walang summer summer.. im gonna take summer classes this monday... hay.. instead of enjoying my days in the sun.. ill be inside the classroom studying.. im so pissed off sa CHED because they have a new curriculum for my course.. they added 12 more units to the alredy 165 units of my course.. hay... diba???? thats why im so scared that i wont finish in time.. but ill try.. no not try.. ill do my best just to finish in 2 years.. i have plans for my life already.. and graduating in time is one of them.. ^_^

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happy birthday moo! ^_^

2005-04-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeee ots my moo's bday.. ^_^ hay.. tagal ko di nag post.. alot has happened in my life.. pero i dont seem to have time to update this thing.. hehehe.. di ako makapag OL e..

recap nalang.. ^_^

my dad's home..
i dont go out as often as i do before..
summer class starts next week.. sana makaya!! ^_^
its my mems bday today.. happy happy happy!!! ^_^
i wanna go to the beach!!
i miss my friends.. ung bng dating gawi.. kanya kanya na kc minsan e.. T_T
SC work is kinda getting dragging already.. we talk about the same stuff over and over..
i wanna play RO!!!

hay.. im in no mood to do this right now.. nxt time nlng uli... dba so lazy!! T_T

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Whats in a name.. ^_^

2005-04-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

D	Delicious
I	Intelligent
A	Arty
N	Natural
N	Naive
E	Exhausting

J	Jolly
U	Unforgettable
L	Luxurious
E	Exciting
S	Silent

R	Revolutionary
O	Overwhelming
S	Sexy
A	Altruistic
R	Rounded
I	Intense
O	Outrageous

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

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life oh life....

2005-04-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

heya.. here i am again.. its been a while since my last post.. hihi.. well at least i post diba?? well a re-cap of whats happened to me for the past days.. hmmm i got married.. sa Pro hihi..

oh diba?? hehe.. that was last march 27.. hala april na pala.. ^_^ hihi.. hmm what else.. well i stayed at home while my brother was in puerto gallera!!! di ako sumama hahaha!! ayun.. di nmn ako nabulok thank god.. kaya lang.. i dont have money hehehe..

another thing the phone i bought sa greenhills.. nakakainis.. kasi the other day i had it replaced.. pano i dont have signal.. o almost died coz i dont know whats happening with my moo.. wala man lang akong way to contact him.. ayun.. so.. wala naman bago.. nxt week its my moo's bday.. ^_^ excited na ko.. i dnt knw why.. hehehe... nasta i've got a plan.. la pa kc ko gift sa kanya.. hmm.. anu kaya...
cge till here muna.. ^_^

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WeeeBeee

2005-03-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

7 days with no post again.. hahaha.. its the first time in the week that i laid my hands to a computer.. pano my life has been school then bahay.. diba?? its kinda boring pero buti nalang thats what i experienced.. because i got in touch with the inner me again.. i mean.. i got to know myself again..

things i did this week:

i cleaned my work space.. but still ang dumi parin

i disposed of so much clutter i've accumulated this year.. hahaha ang dami daming abubot na natapon..

i went to greenhills and sold my cell.. moo's gonna give his when his father arrives..

i bought a fone din.. pansamantala.. you see i cant live with out a cellphone.. nay ko po mamatay ako..

i planned on summer projects.. and i got a long list going.. sana lang magawa ko siya lahat.. but i'll see to it that i will..

so eto muna.. i'll keep posting through the week.. i'll see to it that i do.. uh huh.. take care!

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No time for hate..

2005-03-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

7 days with no posts..
you wanna know why
1. i dont wanna be blamed for lag..
2. its finals week no /gg for me
3. my hubbie dot blamed for hacking my friend so we cant go to the pc store until its resolved..

mashadong mapanghusga.. nakakaiinis..
a false accusation can destroy ones reputation..
nakakainis.. if he's accused.. prang ako na rin un..
hay... ewan.. basta ako naiinis.. kahit na wala kme magawa.. iwas nalang for now..

sana mapatunayan na di sha.. mahiya naman sana sha kahit papano..
but for tat person.. dont jump into conclusions.. parepareho lng tau nahack dyan..
ni minsan wala silang narinig na kahit ano sakin...
hay.. ewan....

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what gender is my brain?

2005-03-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 86.67% Female, 13.33% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl

Which isn't a bad thing at all

You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.

You're a good friend and give great advice.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

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Which stunning spirit of emotion are you?

2005-03-13T04:23:00.000+08:00

i checked out jozels site and this is what i got...

You are the Spirit of Love. You think around
romance and are extremely compassionate.
Whenever you want something you can get it due
to your fiery passion. You can make friends
quite easily, because peopole are attracted to
your obvious good nature. You will have no
trouble in finding a life partner and will be
very happy.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

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lvl up..

2005-03-12T08:11:00.000+08:00

heyaa.. im so happy coz im lvl 92 already.. at sabay na sabay kami nag lvl up.. cute noh?? we have the same lvl.. sama exp%.. gagawin kasi namin na sabay kme mag99 as in sabay just like this one.. ^_^

sana sa end of this week ill be 93.. kaya lang its the finals week already... hmmm.. kaya yan!!^_^ thanks nga pala bryce sa comment mo hehehe.. ^_^ so later may year ender concert punta kayo ayt??

for the past few days medyo struggle pero naiiaangat ko pa nmn ung ulo ko sa tubig... ^_^ hmmm.. so till later i guess.. ^_^

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Finished...

2005-03-11T09:12:00.000+08:00

i just finishedmy papers like my speech my english report.. ang di ko lang nagawa was to revise my humanities paper. ill ask fir extension naang siguro.. papayag naman un si mam.. hn.. what else.. oh my position paper.. and concept paer is not yet done.. though ung concept paper ko malapt ko na matapos.. so d2 nalang muna.. i have to print my works pa.. ^_^ take care!!

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Class..

2005-03-10T12:01:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i have class nanaman later.. its actually the last week of the semester.. 2 more days.. then finals na.. i wish my grades are good.. pero kasi i didnt feel na i did really well.. pero naman.. i exerted a lot of effort naman.. hmmm.. wala lang i just wanted to post something kahit na medyo nonsense.. para lang maaupdate ko sha.. hmmm.. cge po mga kaibigan.. till later.. ^_^

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Leaving..

2005-03-09T08:24:00.000+08:00

i feel a sad.. i just opened my friendster and grabe.. i didnt notice it's the ninth today..
one of my childhood friends.. the sister of my best friend actually is leving today for italy.. the last time i saw her was last january pa.. last week of january.. tpos the whole february di kami nagkita.. tpos.. di na kami nakapagusap.. wala na sha.. or sana when i get home she's still there though i know na napaka busisi ng pag punta sa airport.. damn it.. i didnt even have the chance to say goodbye.. to one of the special friends that i have.. T_T

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Feeling new

2005-03-07T06:15:00.000+08:00

hay.. obrang pagod na dahil sa maraming tambak ng trabaho.. pero.. i dont know what happend but i fell like new again.. i mean i feel like ive rested for a long time kahit na hindi.. ^_^ kahit na minsan malabo ang takbo ng utak ko.. sa huli masaya parin.. whatever doubts.. nawawala.. you just have to trust.. para masaya takbo ng buhay ng lahat.. and of course you have to love.. para magkaron ng kulay ang mundo ^_^

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march 6 na?

2005-03-06T09:00:00.000+08:00

o diba nag bilis ng mga araw.. i cant believe that its already march 6.. hay.. konti nlng tapos na ang sem.. kaso di ko nnmn mamamalayan na bagong sem nanaman.. ewan ko ha.. kakaiba.. mashado kong nalulula sa mga araw.. the days are passing pero i dont feel i have done anythin... hay... hay.. la na iba masabi no so cge.. me gonna shut up na.. for now.. ^_^

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In a hurry

2005-03-04T08:34:00.000+08:00

ill wake moo in a minute just a quick post wont hurt.. i have finished my speech.. i havent done my concept paper, lead term paper, and the most important.. my NSTP collation. damn it was supposed to hbe group work but it seems i have the more work.. well kasi siguro ako ung secretary? hay.... oh well dapat matapos na yan mamaya. Kasi kung hindi mamatay ako T_T

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Student Council..

2005-03-02T02:42:00.000+08:00

ive been meaning to write something for this past few days bout this.. kaya lang i didnt have the chance.. last thursday when i got here sa shop i was so pissed of.. nagka hissy fit pa ko sa schl. i have been part of the student council since i was in 1st year.. ok fine.. i was appointed.. pero ginawa ko pa rin ung makakaya ko to play my part as a representative of my course to the student council.. ngayon i ran again for office kasi i felt na i havent done enough.. tska di ko pa na serve ung people ung kung ano ung dapat kong ginawa.. [well thats what i feel]...

pero nagkagulo nga sa party.. ok we won by default and we were asked na mag pa sign ng referendum to get the positions.. nakakainis lng bcoz parang pinagsisiksikan na ng party na dapat talaga kme ung umupo when we could have had an election para wala nalang intriga..

hay nako.. ewan basta naaiinis ako.. pero aun.. kami na nga dahil napasa na ang referendum.. so bagong responsibilities for the coming school year.. i hope all goes well.. and i hope walang taong galit sa kahit sino sa party.. pangalan at credibilidad kc ang nakataya d2.. ill just do my best nalang.. and isipin nalang na hindi lng naman ako ang nagiisip ng ganito.. im not alone.. ^_^

good thing i was given friends to trust..

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Lalalalala~

2005-02-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

i had a few learning experiences in the past few days...

1. may kiliti si moo sa likod ng tenga!! hehehe..
2. pag may namimiss praning..
3. masarap humiga sa kama.. /ok
4. pag maganda ang trailer ng movie di ibig sabihin na maganda ang movie..
5. masarap ang guylian chocolates kahit na strawberry filling ^_^
6. nakakaumay ang mashadong tsotolate..
7. nagiging madrama na si moo.. ^_^
8. mainit na kc summer na..

ill post again later... sleepy na e.. ^_^

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twenty six

2005-02-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

our 8th monthsary!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!! we went to gateway mall and watched Lemony Snickets: a series of unfortunate events.. heheh then we ate sa sizzling.. ang sarap ng food dun.. ^_^ saya nun day hehehe... he gave me chocolates.. ^_^ tipong naka box pa.. ^_^ hehehe so sweet.. it was the first time he did it for me.. ^_^ hay... saya...

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minsan lang to!!!

2005-02-23T02:13:00.000+08:00

im a priest in RO for the past 1 and a half year.. i only have a priest.. then i had another priest.. then.. i had a BS.. i was happy that i have a BS but now.. i have a new character.. i have a Wizard!!! hirap ng exam.. biruin mo.. it took me 2 hrs ata to be a wiz.. pero aun.. naging wiz din ^_^ ang saya saya ko.. hahahaha... hehehe... cge po ill try to post uli maya.. ^_^ TC!

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So much to do..

2005-02-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

i have class later.. sasama kaya sha sa school?? grabe na to.. i want to be with him always.. kung sana pede lang talaga.. a lot has changed in my life since he came.. as in pati my schedule, my way of thinking, my likes.. im not complaining.. ^_^ i like whats happening to me.. medyo nagiingat lang ako ngaun kc i have to do a lot of school work pero ill do it later.. tinutulungan naman nya ko if he can e.. so aun.. i have to make 2 term papers.. 11 problem sets.. 3 essays.. di naman gano madami no? ^_^ so i guess after i post this i should be working on it already so.. later!

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good morning

2005-02-20T08:05:00.000+08:00

its 8 am.. i just woke up.. im still a bit sleepy.. i miss a lot of things..
as in! hay.... well nwei.. yesterday.. moo and i went out to see constantine waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! it was a really good movie.. i liked it so much... sobrang kakaiba nya.. ^_^ aun.. then he bought me foodies that i wanted to buy when we didnt have money.. thanks moo!!! ^_^
it was quite tiring.. kc we had to walk and walk and walk.. ^_^ o chige na.. ill post again later.. im gonna change some stuff in my templates first.. ^_^

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Proud

2005-02-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

im so proud of myself today.. coz i edited my blog page..
yup.. i learned a lot of new stuffs.. ^_^ hehehe.. till later

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valentines..

2005-02-13T04:17:00.000+08:00

wow valentines day tomorrow.. and its gonna be the first valentines in my whole 19 years of life that i have someone to spend it with... kung baga sa pasko e di na malamig ang pasko.. ngaun naman.. di na malamig ang valentines.. ^_^ ☼sigh☼ i love him so much.. i dont know if i say it much.. or if he's annoyed or anything.. basta.. i love irmin so much!! with every bit of me.. every part of me.. i never felt this way anout anybody in my entire life.. i wish it would never end.. (as he always says.. dont think of things like that to happen..) he's right... basta.. what matters is that i love him.. and now i can trully say that im happy.. ^_^

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Heya.. Would you this for me please.. ^_^

2005-02-06T08:31:00.000+08:00

I really want you Guys to do this.
I Really want everyone to copy and paste this into my comments and fill it out.
If you're my friend you'll do it.. *pout*

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

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Today

2004-12-05T15:11:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i last went online.. well i've missed a lot of things in my life for the past days... yep i sure did.. i've been busy attending theater that i didn't do the things like i used to.. today i was browsing my friendster bulletin board and i came acrass a message from one of my friends.. she was asking for a testimonial.. then i though yah why not... so i wrote her one.. then one by one memories of the times we were together flashed through my eyes.. the sweet ones.. the happy ones.. and the sad ones... ¤sigh¤ its hard to bring back those days... it might even be impossible but i hope there'll be a way... for us to be together even just for one day.... and live like how we used to...

my so called life...

2004-08-29T06:05:00.000+08:00

things happen for a reason..
sometimes..
you feel too much..
sometimes you feel things you shouldnt..
i felt something today..
and given my situation im not in the position to feel anything...
life sucks!!

com sci 1

2004-07-10T15:36:00.000+08:00

im here at the class room doing nothing.. the teacher doesnt know im using the internet for personal purpose... i dont think he cares much.. he's pissed off i dont know why..

so ill guess ill post later...

take care..Ü